MOTHER’ DAY EMBARASSMENT  



Picture of Mothers' Day Pin


I was searching through some old boxes of memorabilia when I came across a little white box was a small handwritten note on the cover. It was my mother's handwriting. She said,” I wear this every Mother's Day. It's a lot of years ago”. Indeed it was a long time ago. It was May 1944. Bill Irwin, Dwight Holmes I had volunteered for overseas duty and left our training division the Golden Lion 106 Infantry at Camp Atterbury, Indiana.

We were about to sail when I realized that it was almost Mother's Day. We were at Fort Meade, Maryland. I rushed down to the PX to get a Mother's Day gift. The clerk told me I was too late. It had been a rush from other soldiers to honor their mothers and there was nothing left.

I was terribly discouraged and about to leave when she said, “Wait a minute. Here is something that slipped off the counter and fell on the floor.” He held up this tiny heart-shaped pin. In the center was the inscription MOTHER. There was a brass star beneath the Inscription. In WWII parents hung in the front window a small flag with a picture of a brass star in the center. It proudly indicates that a son or daughter served in the armed forces. If the loved one had been killed it was a gold star. .

I was happy to have something to honor Mother but this was a terrible choice. It was made of cheap mother-of-pearl. To me the war was a very serious business. This flag in the window bit seemed superficial. I was terribly embarrassed but bought it anyway.

Next day we were off to war on the Queen Elizabeth. The whole matter dropped from my mind. It was to return. On Mother's Day on my first year home from the war there was my mother proudly wearing the pin I thought was in such poor taste.

At every opportunity she would proclaim,” My son Bernard sent me this pin during the war”. Mother wore that pin with the same attribution every Mother’s Day until her death.



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PLUS FROM BUSH 43 

A PLUS FROM BUSH 43

This is amazing. Bush has already earned a big credit for his legacy. Because his administration has been such a disaster we have an opportunity for political equality for women and for blacks. We at last have a woman and a black as Presidential Candidates.

It is ironic. If Bush had been even a grade C. President the Democratic Party could not possibly have any chance of electing Senator Clinton or Senator Obama. History is clear on this point. Super conservative Americas are mostly Republican. They continue to be about 25% of the electorate (just as about 25% are liberal). Historically they helped kill the presidential aspirations of Governor Al Smith. He was the first serious Roman Catholic Democratic Presidential candidate. They later helped shoot down the Vice Presidential candidacy of Geraldine Ferro. Even today these right wingers in the Republican Party are against representation in Congress for the citizens of majority African /American District of Colombia.

It is also frightening. The right wing republican sexism and racism may very well elect Republican presidential candidate. Many believe John McCain as “the third term” George W. Bush. Racism and sexism has a very long shelf life. It may still be alive enough to ignore the terrible costs of the Bush/Chaney debacle

My Democratic Party must soon face an absolutely critical decision. Can we leave Colorado and unite our party behind either a woman or black candidate? My heart is with the Democratic Party. My heart says yes. My reason tells me something else. Exit interviews show that there is a strong possibility of alienated one part of our women and black base. If we alienate one part of our base we may lose a major part of our party and hence the election. Senator John Mc Cain has earned the profound respect of every American. He is a genuine hero. He is also genuinely wrong on the Iraq war and domestic policy just as Bush continues to be. The problems America face are of such vital importance that we must respond with the post Pearl Harbor unity of Democrats, Republicans and Independents that so astounded the world in WWII.

Perhaps it is time to marshal our old unity cry: REMEMBER PEARL HARBOR

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FOR GOD'S SAKE BRING THEM HOME 


We are destroying our United States ground forces!

Osama bin Laden is winning militarily. The Bush/ Cheney war in Iraq is systematically destroying American ground forces. As we start the sixth year U.S. forces have suffered more than 30,000 casualties with more than 4000 killed. The finest army in the world is forcing its soldiers to serve endless repeated combat tours. Large numbers of soldiers and Marines are understandably suffering combat fatigue. Military equipment has been drained from the United States. It is wearing out in combat and not being replaced The Bush military strategy is to bypass the Armed Forces chain of command and to base everything on the judgment of General David H. Petraeus. In spite of intense congressional Republican and Democratic grilling the General has no definition of what constitutes a victory. We do know that there is not a single reserve brigade available for any other constituencies.

Osama bin Laden is winning financially. The exact costs of the Bush/ Cheney War are lost in domestic politics. Some estimates of the ultimate cost today and into the future are in the trillions. The cost of the war is being passed on to our children in the form of the addition of $2 trillion of added debt during this administration. Many financial experts directly attribute the precipitously decline in the American economy to the cost of this war. There is much evidence that the American economic decline, the collapse of the US dollar, and weakening of American financial institutions is contagious and threatens to swallow the rest of the world.

Osama bin Laden is winning in world politics. The Bush Cheney War is now opposed by 60% of Americans and by world public opinion. As we start the sixth year of an unnecessary war it has cost from 600,000 to 1.2 million Iraqi casualties most of them civilians. Two thousand Iraqis have been forced to flee their country into nearby Arab states.

Osama bin Laden is winning his freedom. He continues to have power to war against the United States and most the rest of the world. In and effort to capture this terrorist hate monger the U.S. and our allies continue to be engaged in an apparently endless war in Afghanistan. It is spilling over into Pakistan.

Will Osama bin Laden continue his victory streak? To me Iraq is a critical question at the center of this year's presidential election. The presumed Republican presidential candidate Senator John McCain and his Democratic supporter Senator Joe Lieberman want the war to continue until victory. The leading Democratic candidates Senator Hillary Clinton and Senator Barack Obama are both committed to ending the war as soon as is humanly possible.

Perhaps the most astounding fact is that the United States military, by all odds the most powerful in the history of the world, in not winning. At the end of five years of intense effort the U.S. is totally incapable of militarily subduing Iraq. This is a country with no air force, navy, missiles, or no atomic bombs. Its army was twice defeated in wars against Iran and in the Desert War.

Now is the time for everyone to display Bush inspired “Support our Troops” by adding a second line “For God’s Sake Bring Them Home”.

Bernard F. Hillenbrand





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HOLDING HANDS WITH THE POPE AND THE PRESIDENT 

HOLDING HANDS WITH THE POPE AND THE PRESIDENT

The news coverage of the visit of Pope Benedict reminds me of the October 6, 1979 White House Visit of Pope John Paul as the guest of President Jimmy Carter. I was invited to attend the ceremony on the White House lawn. My son John was with me.

It was magnificence fall day. The blue sky was laced with brilliant white clouds. There was the excitement of being at the White House on an historic occasion. A very gentle breeze was filled with the scent of the flowers and vegetation in the Garden. It was a gathering of very prominent Washington and foreign leaders. We guests were seated facing the White House in folding chairs. It formed a square. We looked up to a podium with two microphones. John and I chose to sit at the back in the very last row. From here we could take pictures without disturbing others. Vernon Jordan President of the Urban League sat in front of us. I remember him well. He is a huge man. It was difficult to photograph over his head. He was in one of my shots. There as a particular magic to the event because Leonine Price’s marvelous voice just sent electricity through the whole gathering.

President Carter welcomed the Pope. The Pope then joined the President in calling for nuclear disarmament and increased aid to the Third World. There was a famous photo taken when the breeze blew the Popes cape and the President reached over to straitens it.

When the formal session ended the two of them decided to “work the crowd”. They started side by side down the left side of the guest’s chairs walking straight towards a huge stand filled with hundreds of TV and Still camera people. The pair moved slowly and shook many hands. At the end of the row to our surprise and delight they turned left and started up the back where John and I we were standing.

As they moved along Pope John Paul was closest with President Carter at his side on his right. They were a couple of feet away. I was planning to shake the Pope’s hand. In an instant a very frail and agitated woman shouting in a foreign language burst between John and me. In the European tradition of the blessing from kissing the Pope’s ring she grabbed and kissed the Pope’s ring on his left hand. She clung to his hand and fell the ground literally across my feet. The Pope then bent and took the woman’s right hand as he reached down to help her to her feet. At this instant President Carter reached down to gather her left hand. . I was half facing the pair. I also reached down and took both her hands to help her up. All our hands touched.

For that instant I was holding the hands of Pope John Paul and President Jimmy Carter. She was on her feet quickly and on her way. That instant was absolutely unique. It is almost certain that no American has ever before at the same time held the hands of the U.S. President and the Pope and certainly not on the White House lawn.

This incident was in contradiction of my profound belief in the separation of church and state. However I was so impressed that I vowed not to wash my hands for the rest of the day.

Bernard F. Hillenbrand

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SALUTE TO MY COMRADES 

SALUTE TO MY COMRADES



November 11, 2007

I share this personal World War II experience in response to an invitation to do so by Ken Burns creator of The War on PBS.

On this 2007 Veterans’ Day I want to salute my two closest comrades in World War II, Bill Irwin and Dwight Holmes. They were my fellow soldiers who did not survive the horror of combat. Both were killed in Germany in 1945.

Bill and Dwight have lived in my nightly prayers for more than six decades. The three of us first met in a special service section of the Army called the Army Specialized Training Program (ASTP). It was designed to take college students in the Reserve Officers Training Corps (ROTC) to be trained as engineers, chemical warfare specialists and other skills critical to the progress of the war. We were assigned to basic training at Ft. McClelland in Anniston, Alabama and later sent to Alabama Polytechnic Institute now Auburn University to study combat engineering. As the need for these specialties arose and our training warranted, we were to be commissioned second lieutenants and assigned to special units.

Our wartime leaders were confident in 1944 that the war would soon be over and that ASTP was no longer needed. There was, however, a great shortage of combat infantry replacements. We were sent to the newly created 106th Infantry Division at Camp Atterbury in Franklin, Indiana. (The division was destroyed and decommissioned later in the Battle of the Bulge.) There was an announcement that they would accept volunteers to go overseas to combat and we three accepted.

We were sent to Fort Meade in Maryland near Baltimore. All three of us visited Dwight’s family in Baltimore. It was an occasion to celebrate Dwight’s birthday and his gift was a brand-new wallet. He gave me his old one. I had this wallet through the rest of my military service and carried it in civilian life as my sole war souvenir.

We three had a weekend pass to New York City and I went into St. Patrick's Cathedral on Fifth Avenue. In that magnificent, almost empty church I prayed for the three of us. My main prayer was for myself that I would serve with honor. For reasons of military secrecy we were not told our destination. However, while in New York we met three girls. They told us we were going to be sailing to England on the Queen Elizabeth leaving on Thursday. They were right. We did sail for England on Thursday on the Queen Elizabeth the largest ship in the world. (So much for military secrecy!)

Crossing on the Queen Elizabeth is a long story in itself. There were 15,000 soldiers on board. We were escorted by destroyers out of New York Harbor and had destroyers as we approached our destination the harbor of Greenock, Scotland. For the four and a half day voyage over we were not escorted and had a constant pattern of zigzagging to avoid German submarines.

We were sent to training at the infantry replacement center called a “Repo Depo” at Litchfield, England to be assigned to a combat unit. After several weeks each of our names suddenly appeared on three separate postings. Dwight and I were posted to separate units of the “Big Red One” First Infantry. Bill was dispatched to the 28th Infantry Division. We three never again met in this life.

I was, however, with Bill one more time. After the war his mother asked that Bill’s remains be returned to his home in Shelby, Ohio. I attended the ceremony and in one of the most emotional moments in my life had the honor of presenting the American flag to Mrs. Irwin.

Almost all the writing about war is from or by generals and admirals. Until recently there was very little about common soldiers and what we did or thought. We were not allowed to keep diaries or even tell where we were. My experience is that the memory of the brutality of infantry combat is tightly packed deep inside me. Only rarely does it come to my consciousness and never have I written about it. As the only survivor of the three of us I have tried through thought and prayer to share my life with Bill and Dwight. I am happy to publicly salute these two men whom I will always love.

I invite a dialogue pro and con and welcome your ideas.

Bernie Hillenbrand bernie@hillenbrandreport.com
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